I had the most weird things how I meet people in my life, like weird!! Some are just there you know doing there own thing and you'll suddenly just start talking shit really and things will just change a lot you'll just start making time for them and start meeting and start talking more and more until you find yourself liking their presence. " Not everyone you talk to or friends with will stay. Remember that " I created this quote (Well maybe I did I don't know) I was bored and every time I'm bored I create something stupid like that not even realising what it means at the most of the time. This quote just made sense to me when I saw it on my wall and its just the fact of life I don't even know how I think things like this. Everyone will be there for you at some point but not all the time. They will have expiration dates on them just like food. They don't stick for a long maybe some but its very rare.
I had some of my friends where I came from we were so close and act like we are the only person in the world and act like we can have so much fun when we can't because of our parents who is pretty strict at that point. But where is the friendship now? there no longer there.. We went our own ways like Im here their there doing there own thing like I am now. I miss them you know what we do and all the things that we do just to make each other happy and just going with the flow of life.
I've never been so lost like this I know I have friends and a special person? hahaha. I don't even know what to call it since we don't know what we are really.. But yeah, theres nothing like home. I might want to go back but there are loads of reason of not wanting to go?? its the confusing stage. Ugh. If I could just have some kind of powers to travel back and fort everyday hahaha. I would.
Meeting people is just a great thing for me I mean being a new kind of person on this place is like a paradise? I called it like that because I never had some freedom since I went here haha. I'm always out now and like wow I even have a job. I just wanted a job just to get out of the house really haha. nothing else I mean yeah the money but its not really important to me.
But the point of this is no matter how many years you spend together, how many bad days and good days you've help each other or calling yourselves as a "family". Theres always a breaking point the most of us hate. Sometimes its for the good and some just didn't really worked out. This goes to everyone relationships and friendships it will always end at some point.
Like we said "We started as strangers now we are again."
